Sunday, June 20, 2010
A Change of Scenery
My whole life I've lived close to Minneapolis, never further than a 15 minute drive to the city limits. Now, on Wednesday I will be an hour away.
AN HOUR AWAY.
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Okay, it isn't a big deal (it is) I love the country (in small amounts) and everyone in small towns seem nice (but hate welcoming new folk) and it is a college town (drunken idiots littering the street(s) (haven't checked if there was more than one street)) so I guess it won't be too bad right? (run, run Karlee. RUN!) I mean, I will be living with my cousin, and I will be near my parents, sister, and nephew. I love my family to death. I am such a family person it's kind of frightening. Would it be stupid to say my parents are my best friends? To some, yes that might come off as super Danny Tanner-ish but I mean really. They are the bee's knees.
May I point out that I am a city girl through and through, I love me some small towns and beautiful scenery, don't get me wrong. But I am the type that needs to be constantly stimulated with something. I enjoy sound, I enjoy the buzz a city gives off. I love always having something to do, within reach.
I'm moving down there because I really do need a fresh start, my life has changed so much the past few years and this is one of the final steps. I am scared and excited at the same time, I keep laying in bed wondering how I will like it, if I will have one of my classic drama-panic-attacks and run to my parents wanting hugs. I'm a big girl, suck it up Karlee. Don't let that nasty crawly feeling in your chest and bones get the best of you.
If I pussy out I will kick my ass, so hard. So wicked hard. But no need to worry because I'm a tough-ass-mamma-jamma.
Minneapolis, we have had a torrid, mind blowing, sensual love affair. Sadly, I won't be seeing you as much as I used to. I need to move on. I need to grow up. I know I know...shh...shhh....it's okay. It's not you, it's me.
Friends?
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AND NOW for your daily dose of adorable:
I can haz in human form plz? K thanxbai.
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